Oh Pleaseeee Lighten up people!

So today I was thinking why aren't I depressed more often? or at least sad more. I mean lez-be honest I think that I have more of a reason to be sad than most people right? right?! My dad is pretty god damn 'poorly' (I seriously hate that world!) and I have exams and stress and half the time my boyfriend isn't here!

Though let me get this straight I love Thomas to Bittttzzz,... you may have notice.... but people have no idea what a cuddler I am, I just need them and so therefore if Tom isnt here then it makes me feel lonely and stuff.

But you know what people I just cant be bothered to be sad or depressed all the time as it is mad BORING! No one would like me because I'd just drag everyone else down with me. I just dont see the point in it. And OK I may have my moments (especially when drunk) but that's healthy and Im sorry that I do it but I would rather have those little outbursts than be like it all the time.

For example Ruby Turner, she's got this ridiculously shitty syndrome and yet she still manages to get amazing grades and on the day that she was told that everything was going to get better she met her idol, Jessie J, too!


People in general seriously just need to lighten up. There will be good and bad hair days. Nails will fall off. Hair will get split and Harry Potter always had to come to an end and the inevitable will happen. But there is soo much thats amazing. You can get hair-dye in almost any colour... and nail-varnish too. There will always be younger generations to read Harry Potter to (I fully intend to read it to my children) and if you dont want to read, thats ok Stephen Fry can read it for you! Things make you stronger and you will eventually just have to get over some things and be greatfull for the people that have helped and supported you, dont take them for granted.

So to those who love me, and my friends and just anybody reading this thank you and remember

'Dumbledore would be happy to know there was a little more love in the world'