So yesturday was a pretty shitty day for me as you may or may not know... I did probably the worst thing by keeping it all to my self whilst at school because I didnt want to bring anyone else down.... I've sort of had bad experiences with telling people stuff recently, for a start I hate people crying and secondly I sometimes feel like this 'dad having cancer' thing is getting to old and im just annoying people with it.
I just dont like people to think that I can be sad nor weak as it makes me feel like a pratt and like im attention-seeking in a really bad way.
Anyway what I really wanted to say was sorry Tom, I know I was being all moody with you and stuff last night and I feel terrible for it now... I just sort of wanted the day to be over. I love you soo much <3
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