The last of my sweet 16 days.

As you may have guessed by my excitement it is my birthday on Thursday. That makes my birthday on the 2nd of February or as I like to put is 02/02 as it looks like a lovely and organised number (well 2 is my lucky number) and they do say after all, all good things come in pairs... And I like to think that that is correct. Socks are pretty damn awesome as are shoes! However I feel that the age I am turning is a pretty rubbishy number... I shall be 17... 

              I say rubbish not because I think I'm getting old and stuff but there isn't really much to look forward to. Yes there is learning how to drive but in this time of everybody having next to no money it's ridiculously expensive. At least for girls they get their sweet 16 and it opens a whole world of things... You all know what I'm talking about and I dont want to go into detail. But at 17 all that is over with, there is no major things that makes your 17th special... It sucks! you cant drink legally, you cant really get away with being a child and you're stuck in limbo. You want to go out and drink and be independent but your parents can still operate a lot of rule over you. 

      However I am still looking forward to my 'Return of the Moustache' themed party and Tom coming down and just a whole lot of loveliness! 

 Lots of things have happened good and bad in my year of being 16 and I thought I would share the 10 most significant:

1. I found Thomas (our first kiss was on my 16th birthday and he asked me out on the 21st of feb.

2. I've lived the year with my dad terminally ill... This is amazing as the doctors didn't think he'd live even that long

3. I finished by GCSE's with 2A's and about 8B's 

4. I started Churston Ferrers 6th Form 

5. I got a double bed (I am still very happy about this!)

6. My god-mother had a stroke

7. I have spent the year with a lot of family visits and a lot of love

8. I worked around 30 hours a week in the summer and loved every second of it

9. I got rejected by McDonalds

10. I made a lot of wonderful new friends and lost some iffy ones! 

The aquarium!

So today we had a Slipper family outing to Plymouth Aquarium! It was soo awesome with lots of fish and various over sea creatures all of which looked pretty hip!

Hehe... Part of my family... Ivan (with the Afro) Stu (Polly's Boyfriend) Polly and dragan!

My favourite animal by far was the Octopus! It was soo awesome and one of them moved round a lot for me...

Tastyyy

For a start EUGH! surely EVERYONE know where the popcorn is in Sainsburys... Amma Righhtt? (I am!)
Its what I am craving it right now so it is no wayyy cool that my sister somehow 'forgot' where it was ¬¬

Anywayyyyzz Look what they are selling:

I reallly want to use the word 'tottes' right now so here we go.... 

The Orange one is tottes the best... It it just soo yummy! I would say Double choc comes second... it isnt just lts of chocolate! Its sort of like a Lint-Kinder-Bueno sort of melty delicious thanggg! And 3rd is White... It is wheaaayyyy to sweet.... 

I cant rate the peanut Butter as I hatee the stuff... Eugh! 

In other neeews my mother gave me a letter to 'warn' teachers that I may be distracted and stuff cause of my dad being ill and stuff... I showed this letter to one of my teachers and he was like 'yah izzy, you know, like, if you ever, like, need someone to talk to, or like anything, im here.' My reaction was just to laugh and say: 'Yah   sir, we'll have a heart to heart sir, Tottes, I'll pencil you in, we'll grab a coffee or something!' He then went on to tell me to shut up and stop joking about things. But heck it's the way I deal wid things.... Like a BOSS

Ohhhhhh 1 week to my birthday! AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!! 

And now I feel bad :/

So yesturday was a pretty shitty day for me as you may or may not know... I did probably the worst thing by keeping it all to my self whilst at school because I didnt want to bring anyone else down.... I've sort of had bad experiences with telling people stuff recently, for a start I hate people crying and secondly I sometimes feel like this 'dad having cancer' thing is getting to old and im just annoying people with it.

I just dont like people to think that I can be sad nor weak as it makes me feel like a pratt and like im attention-seeking in a really bad way.

Anyway what I really wanted to say was sorry Tom, I know I was being all moody with you and stuff last night and I feel terrible for it now... I just sort of wanted the day to be over. I love you soo much <3

Peter-Pan and Tiger-lily

Some songs that I love and you may not have heard or know that I love!

The day that everything arrived!

So today was awesome for two reasons... The first... I got to go home after second lesson! The second... Everything arrived!

I'd been waiting for.....
This amazing T-shirt depicting the main character from my favourite book ever The Little Prince... It's originally French and I love the fact that on the Tee it book title is in French! (Plus it was £10 in the sale!)

 Sorry that my tights dont go.... I wore them to school and I've only just got home!

Second is this quirky Shot-glass set that I bought my wonderful boyfriend Thomas.... He's dont chemistry at Uni so I thought it fitted!

 And last my Provisional! As you can see in the style of driving licence's my picture looks horrendous!

Oh Pleaseeee Lighten up people!

So today I was thinking why aren't I depressed more often? or at least sad more. I mean lez-be honest I think that I have more of a reason to be sad than most people right? right?! My dad is pretty god damn 'poorly' (I seriously hate that world!) and I have exams and stress and half the time my boyfriend isn't here!

Though let me get this straight I love Thomas to Bittttzzz,... you may have notice.... but people have no idea what a cuddler I am, I just need them and so therefore if Tom isnt here then it makes me feel lonely and stuff.

But you know what people I just cant be bothered to be sad or depressed all the time as it is mad BORING! No one would like me because I'd just drag everyone else down with me. I just dont see the point in it. And OK I may have my moments (especially when drunk) but that's healthy and Im sorry that I do it but I would rather have those little outbursts than be like it all the time.

For example Ruby Turner, she's got this ridiculously shitty syndrome and yet she still manages to get amazing grades and on the day that she was told that everything was going to get better she met her idol, Jessie J, too!


People in general seriously just need to lighten up. There will be good and bad hair days. Nails will fall off. Hair will get split and Harry Potter always had to come to an end and the inevitable will happen. But there is soo much thats amazing. You can get hair-dye in almost any colour... and nail-varnish too. There will always be younger generations to read Harry Potter to (I fully intend to read it to my children) and if you dont want to read, thats ok Stephen Fry can read it for you! Things make you stronger and you will eventually just have to get over some things and be greatfull for the people that have helped and supported you, dont take them for granted.

So to those who love me, and my friends and just anybody reading this thank you and remember

'Dumbledore would be happy to know there was a little more love in the world'

Crisps!

Gah. From my new years resolution I have given up crisps but god I am craving them soo bad :( (sorry to rant) I just miss them so much, at first I was fine and was like hell yeah! Im so amazing! I can do this! But now I just fucking want some monster-munch BAD I really do :/

I should really ask my mum to get some more fruit because otherwise the only thing I have to eat is my Christmas chocolate and I am soon becoming an addict, I have basically now replaced the crisps with chocolate which in a way is even worse because I keep getting sugar buzzes and it wont help me loose any weight... This is all major sad :(

Gah the pains of being a woman!

Stuff What is happening and I have not mentioned!

So first of all over the Christmas holidays I got a double bed! Which is soo comfy and big and stuff.... For Christmas I go this Moustache pillow set from Thomas's mum (Katrina) which I love soo much and are soo me! And obviously on the bed is my Simba toy from my Tom himself which is all cuddly and stuff . 

 This weekend I set about decorating my room with the posters that I got from Tom's brother Bilbo (William)... As you can see he knows me very well as he gave me 2 Harry Potter posters, A Lion King poster and a Lord of the Rings poster which are all very me! (I already had the Wizard of Oz one) In the picture below you can also see the waving lucky Cat that Tom bought me whilst in China, The headbands I collected from my trips to Glastonbury, and several lovely photographs in frames - One of Tom in a 'sexy' pose that I took as a joke once and the other of my self and my father and my siblings- oooh and you will also notice the easter egg shaped drawings which I got from the Wades Easter hunt that they take very seriously!

 Below is the gift that I got from my secret santa (Toni Harris) I think this such a lovely and thoughtful gift and has a lot of my favourite people on it... If you're reading this Toni thank you soo much!

 And lastly I have told lots of people that I got a Piccolo for Christmas and some people don't really know what one is, well it's basically a mini flute and I thought I would show you, by comparing it to my actual flute, just how small it is!

The Future

Recently lots of people have been asking me what I am going to do next. I find this question strange as, unless you my brother Ivan and have had the same dream for years, its a question with a multitude of possible answers. One could simply say 'probably go to bed later or eat a sandwich' in order to divert the question or, as I always say, 'I dunno, go travelling, go to uni, move in with tom, get him to be rich so I can own my own cake shop and have loads of cats.' but that is more of a dream plan.

My brother Ivan, whom I am extremely proud of, is now on the final leg of completing his life plan... He just got an offer for Cambridge to study medicine... This is a pretty good thing to study as everyone needs doctors, it is quite a highly paid job, and you know the outcome basically from start. However having such a clever brother has always made me sort of rebel from trivial things such as what I want to do in life and where my life is headed. but now I am starting to realise that I actually start considering what I want to do.

So here is what I am thinking so far....
Ideally I want to take a year off at the end of A levels and move in with Tom, work whilst he is at uni and then go travelling with him on his breaks... I love the idea of travelling but I dont really want to do it on my own... I have been reading about International jobs in places like Disneyland and Camp America and it all looks really fun so I was considering do that for a summer! I would also love to visit Thailand, India, Bali and Australia to name a few countrys! And then after that year is over I want to go to Uni somewhere around London and Reading (hopefully I will know what I want to study then) and live in Halls for my first year as I want the 'experience' then move into a house with Tom again and some other people, get a cat and life happily ever after!

Here's to hoping this comes true eh?!

Coooookiiees

Salsa Slipper

I should really be in bed by now but I thought that I would write a blog about the coolest cat in the universe... Salsa!

She is the most cuddely lovely cat that you will ever meet... and she's really special to me. When I was younger I'd always wanted a cat and used to collect all the beanie babbie cats... I remember once giving a presentation at Brownies in order to get my 'collectors badge' on all the various cat items I owned! If ever me and my brothers where aloud to get our face's painted I always asked to be a Pink Cat! (pink was my favourite character you see... Anyway one day my Grandmother said to me that her cousin had found a stray cat and that I might be given it as he lived in the city... I remember going up to London and visiting the cat (I was about 7) and falling in love with it straight away and a couple of weeks later it came home with us in a little wooden basket and she has been with me ever since!

Do you ever think a cat has a personality? Well I certainly do! I think if Salsa was a person she would be the queen... she always gives you a look that sort of says 'I know what you are thinking and I certainly do not approve'

Anyways thats my cat :) Blog about your pets!

My mental Russian Doll

This is mental Russian Doll that I bought whilst in Russia.... The smallest piece is about the same size as grain of sand... MENTAL!

Oh Harry!

This guy is just soo awesome!

Spideey Mann

New years!

It is high time I posted about new years! 

For new years I decided to stay in Brixham, I was very worried about what I was going to wear as I had been in London until the night before and was working on the 31st so had almost no time to get anything together! Fortunately I finished work early and Tom, Katrina and I where able to come up with some Ideas, eventually we settles on Peter Pan and Tigerlily! and this is how we looked.... 

We then started drinking! and then with a group of friend went to mine... and continued drinking! and then went to the Bowers and... yes you guessed it continued drinking! Well all that walking around is rather thirsty work after all. At around 10 we hit the pubs and I loved bumping into loads of various Characters and friends, it was a lovely vibe! Thomas of course was my midnight kiss and the rest of the night was a bluer! So how was your new years?

Pretty things

There is this shop in Camden market with some really pretty things in it, Including these amazing bags. I think they're all the same make, disaster designs.... They are all just slightly odd but soo pretty!