:/

So this blog is probably going to be a bit of a honestly rant. Today I feel horrid, like really horrid I feel:

• Lonely
• Sad
• Mean
• Sleepy
  This is really not a great combination and it's giving me a headache... I just really need hugs and stuff and quite frankly I hate spending every night on my own now, I'm not used to this, I'm not going to get used to this, I don't want to get used to this and i just want to stop feeling like this. The truth is since Tom has gone a massive part of me feels hollow when I'm not at school and I tend to just be in my room not knowing what to do with myself, and this makes me angry and mean, and I take it out on people, people being Tom and I really don't mean to... but I guess I'm being a rubbish girlfriend, and so if you read this I'm sorry, I really am.